*haha-the-maid*

Friday, October 17, 2008

oh man. can anyone tell me what are the ways and how to stop me from thinking too much? or even imagining things? the only time when i didnt tink too much or imagining thing is when i play netball, maybe will tink for a while only. other than that, my mind will start to wonder, think and imagine things.

i reali want to stop thinking and stuffs coz i dun want to let it affect anything. i reali dun want. but sometimes i just cant help but to tink bout it. i'm trying very hard. i reali am. i want to get immune in this. hopefully time will be by my side and help me to overcome this.

and of course i need you as well.

~9:48 AM

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

Having to lose someone who is very important and very close in your life is definitely the worse and painful thing to happen to anyone. It may not hurt you physically but it will definitely hurt you emotionally.

I don’t want this to happen to me. Never will I let it to happen to me. Thus, I’m staying strong and holding on to the words very tightly. I don’t ever want to let it go. I’m holding on to it tightly and do all I can to maintain it. I won’t give up and let it go.

I promise you.

"I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok"

“I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always”

“I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried

You'll always be the sun in my sky”

“If there's one thing in this world that I know is true
It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you
No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart
Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All out hopes and our dreams are alive
I'll carry you with me through distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
No one can take away someone who lives in your heart”

*I will do anything to maintain it*

~12:36 PM

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"I AM SO INSIGNIFICANT."

I am so hurt that "YOU" pushed me aside just to show care and concern to someone who is important.

what am I to you then?

sign off,

xoxo

~12:02 AM

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

this is nur soleha.for you?anyone?bidding starts NOW!

she is currently 20 year old.i know its abit hard for you guys to accept.but just do with it la okay.she can help you TIII BOOOOM if you like.cause she can TIII BOOOM anytime,anywhere.she is currently looking for males whom are single right now,must be as handsome as tao han(which i think everyone can) then can be qualified.she bruise easily,so dont bite her okay.her character is more to the hippy kind..listen to songs like..tonight....i celebrate my love..for you that kind.

so please HURRY while stock last,leave down your name and contact no. if you wanna know more about her.her manager will contact you shortly.

xoxo,

gossip girl

~10:48 PM

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Monday, September 8, 2008

ok. i know my blog had been dead for a very long time. you know why? coz i very lazy to blog. wahahaha! and oso dun have anything to blog about. heh. but last fri, after src training, we had a "burst-ing" time! haa! they used my hp to take their photos using the burst effects. below are their photos. wahaha! enjoy!

commonwealth-ians trying to act hippie. wahaha!

now trying to act rockers. aiyo! haa!

purposely dun wan to take their faces. heh.

taken by a clementeen. wahaha. :P

tut tut trying to act bimbo and gay. haa!

~2:28 PM

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

i must shout out loud that FYP is finally over! i had presentation ytd in front of 4 assessors. luckily it was only 4 of them and not in front of the whole lecture room as one of my fren's team got chosen to present in front of the whole lecture room. oh man! i was very nervous and scared before the stepping into the room to present. but overall, i must say it was quite well done except for questions regarding statistics which my team cant reali answer as it was not done in the proper way. still, it was good!

below are some pics taken ytd during FYP!

this is my FYP team!

(me, J, dude, naz & hid)

me and naz nothing to do take pics. heh.

wat is J doing? i tink she's too stress. hahaha!

now is naz's turn to release stress. haa!

naz's pose.

J's pose

hid's pose

lastly, my pose! wahaha!

alright. though FYP1 is done. there's still FYP 2!! argh! nvm. i shall enjoy the free time i have before FYP 2 starts. weee!

~12:37 PM

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Monday, July 28, 2008

ok. i'm in class now and here i am blogging. oh man. i feel so damn sleepy and tired. i need my beauty sleep! it's areadi week 14 of school. 2 more weeks and it's holidays! i cant wait for that to come. feel like skipping skool in the coming 2 weeks. haa! but i wont! wahahaha. coz later someone wil scold me. heh. :P

anyway, my FYP presentation is on this WED!! it's like 2 more days can! i am freaking scared and nervous! and i haven decide wat to wear for that coz we have to dress formal for the presentation. and today, my FYP team had already had 2 meetings just now and later wil have another one to finalize on our poster. argh! endure haha! 2 more days! wish me luck for my presentation on wed man!

anyway, my purpose of writing this entry to share something dumb which happened to me. my FYP team was discussion about our posters in the morning just now. the venue was at the 2nd level of my class block. i was bored so i went over to the railings to see if anyone was downstairs. i didnt know that there was this wall on top of the railings. so, i stretched out my head to see. and guess wat happened! i knocked my forehead onto the wall! it was quite hard and the impact was painful can!

i turned ard to see if anyone saw that. and luckily only fling saw it! wahaha! and she laughed at me can! so bad! hmmm. not only her la. my dear tut tut oso laughed at me when i told her about this. she so bad la. laughed continously at me somemore. and! keep on hitting my forehead on the pretext of asking me if it's painful anot. so bad!

~2:59 PM

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